I don’t believe in love, and I don’t believe in relationships. I constantly have crushes on guys that I have absolutely no chance with. I waste so much time on them and I have no intention of it ever going anywhere. Anytime that it does, I just start to push them away. Wow what is wrong with me. LOL. You’d think that if I was this messed up I would actually benefit from this somehow, but I’m always the one that ends up getting hurt in the end. Jeez, what is this, some form of mental self harm? x) I don’t know, maybe it’s just to get that rush of adrenaline and those butterflies in your stomach whenever you’re around them, no matter how short lived it is. I guess to me, it’s better than committing to something.